Ketamine Assisted Psychotherapy

Feeling trapped in the past?

You’re not alone! So many of us with complex trauma histories are. And it’s not that you haven’t tried to heal from events that were out of your control. Chances are you’ve tried medication, therapy, yoga, breathing exercises, working out, screaming into the void…you name it, you’ve tried it. But you’re just feeling…stuck. Maybe you’ve been told to just accept this is as good as it’s going to get.

Well that didn’t feel good enough for me! And after working in the field of trauma for over a decade, it didn’t feel good enough for my clients either. While I believe wholeheartedly in the healing power of therapy and the therapeutic relationship, I began to feel like there was some piece of the healing puzzle I was missing. This led me on a personal exploration in an effort to find out what else was available for myself, as well as my clients to get us the results we deserve after the heartaches we’ve endured.

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Finally, an answer!

When I think of who is best served by ketamine assisted psychotherapy or KAP, for me it is my clients that have been failed repeatedly by medications and still aren’t finding relief. It’s also my clients that have been struggling with symptoms associated with trauma and are just feeling stuck or possibly hopeless that they will not be able to move past the current state they’re in. Finally, as a good portion of the clients I serve are neurodivergent, it would be neglectful of me not to consider the possibilities for how ketamine could best support these clients, as well. 

It’s only fair that I share what KAP is not. KAP is not a one-stop shop that will fix all struggles. Like most medicines or interventions, we see the most benefit when protocols are followed correctly AND lifestyle factors are taken into account. KAP, like therapy alone, is meant as one part of a holistic approach towards wellness. While it may appear to be miraculous in that it can heal in ways other medicines cannot, it is not actually a miracle drug meant to be taken with the impression no other changes will need to be made in order to achieve positive well-being. HOWEVER, it can definitely heal the mind by allowing other changes to feel accessible that were previously thought to be out of reach, leading to lasting improvements all around. 

Feeling curious and possibly a little hopeful? Read below to learn more about what ketamine assisted psychotherapy with me would look like!

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There’s no denying that ketamine, like many psychedelics, is a substance that has gotten a pretty bad rap up until recent years. During the first wave of psychedelic research (from roughly the 1950s-1985), methods were flawed and often unethical, politics were involved creating a major backlash, and as a result federal funding was significantly reduced, halting any potential further advancements. None of this was particularly helpful in allowing the public to gain any more insight or consider a different opinion of psychedelics as a useful healing medicine that we know they can be. 

Fast forward to around 2000 through now and you’ll see that we are in a second wave of psychedelic renaissance. States are legalizing psilocybin or mushrooms, ketamine therapy is hitting its stride, and MDMA is *this* close to being federally legalized for medicinal purposes. Guidelines are stricter now regarding clinical safety all around, ethical protocols have increased, and optimal therapeutic setting coupled with increased and intentional training has changed the game for psychedelic administration. 

These improvements couldn’t have come at a better time! The pandemic was a game changer regarding mental health and not necessarily for the better tbh. We’re seeing teen suicides on the rise and depression all around has increased across the country for all ages ranges, genders, socioeconomic status, and race. We unfortunately aren’t seeing the improvements we as a society would like from traditional modern medicine and oftentimes availability is a factor that’s preventing ongoing and continued access anyhow. 

So…ketamine assisted psychotherapy or KAP has entered the chat! Ketamine was originally used in wartime for soldier’s injuries. It was used as an anesthetic with properties, but with dissociative effects that made scientists stop and say “Hey, what else can this be used for?”. While many know it as a party drug, like many substances, when used in a controlled setting, it has the potential to have lasting changes as a healing medicine. 

The history of ketamine and the current use of KAP

How does ketamine treatment work?

Ketamine can be administered in a variety of ways, which  allows for more autonomy in client’s decision making regarding their medication and what sort of experience they would like to have.

Who is best served by KAP?

Ketamine has been approved by the FDA as an off-label medication for a number of mental health related struggles, including treatment resistant depression. Depression is considered treatment resistant when there have been as little as two tried and failed medications where the patient has not seen a successful reduction in symptoms of depression. Ketamine is also indicated for OCD, mood disorders, suicidal ideation, anxiety, PTSD, and addictions. 

Who else would benefit?

Clients that have been struggling with symptoms associated with trauma and are just feeling stuck and possibly hopeless that they will be able to move past the current state they’re in

Clients that have been failed repeatedly by medications and still aren’t finding relief

As a good portion of the clients I serve are neurodivergent, it would be negligent of me not to consider the possibilities for how ketamine could best support these clients, as well. 

Upon further research, I learned that psychedelics or dissociatives (which is a more accurate description of the effects of ketamine) actually have huge benefits for ADHD/autistic individuals. One of the main struggles so many of my clients face is emotions that can become so overwhelming, sometimes to the point of it being debilitating. While in early stages of understanding (at least from what I’ve found), brain derived neurotrophic factor or BDNF levels in Autistic individuals is quite variable, which can lead to depression among other struggles. Ketamine helps to regulate and release BDNF, allowing for increased synaptic plasticity. With neuroplasticity introduced there is a higher potential for ingraining new behaviors and new connections to help address  rigid outlooks/perspectives. It also can disrupt deeply ingrained patterns or thinking, which can allow for more opportunities for breakthroughs to occur.

Additionally, most neurodivergent folx struggle with sensory overload. Ketamine can help to quiet a very loud world and offer relief from this overwhelming stimuli, making emotions and the environment at large more manageable. Finally, ketamine has the potential to reduce anxiety, making social situations overall feel less daunting, creating new opportunities for connections and understanding all around. 

These opportunities give me great hope, particularly for individuals in burn out due to extended periods of masking, exposure to traumas, vulnerability to being taken advantage of, and just trying to exist in a world not willing to accommodate their needs. Burn out often leads to suicidal thoughts, which autistic individuals are more susceptible to and more likely to attempt. An alternative option for relief can be provided with ketamine assisted psychotherapy, allowing for longer and more fulfilling lives that didn’t feel like an option before for so many. 

Clients experiencing existential or end of life distress

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  • I am out of network with insurance companies, but happy to provide a superbill for potential reimbursement from your insurance company. Click here to learn more about whether you qualify for a superbill!

  • Local ketamine clinics are happy to partner with trained ketamine assisted psychotherapists. I will travel to your clinic of choice and be with you every step of the way throughout your journey.

    • The Mood Center in Annapolis & Columbia, as well as Avesta in Columbia are two great locations I have established relationships with, but I’m happy to meet you in a place of your choice to provide you with the most comfortable experience for YOU!

The Process & Cost of KAP

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Meet Your KAP Provider

Lauren Massa, LCPC Therapist

With close to 100 hours in KAP specific training, I am passionate about providing you with the most comfortable and knowledgeable experience I possibly can. I utilize a trauma-informed & neurodivergent affirming approach with IFS and somatic practices. My main goal is to support you in returning hope to your life and comfort & joy to your experience during your time with me!

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